One door opens when another one closes, right? Well knowing that moving on for me should be easier than it is. I've been talking to this guy online for three years and we've had our ups and our downs, but the downs are really low and I usually end up crying. Over these past few weeks we were discussing me going to visit him on the 13th, he's from Kentucky I live in Minnesota. I want to go visit him because then if things don't work out then I'll know and have closure knowing that we tried and didn't succeed, but at the same time he's under a lot of stress there, while we were fighting one time over this past year he went out and got a girl pregnant soon after they got married and now he's divorcing and separating from her to be with me and the baby is due soon.
I'm trying to decide if it is worth the fight to stay with him or if it's better to move on, I'm still young (21 to be exact) and I have my whole life ahead of me, I graduate in May with a law enforcement degree, I'm smart, funny and on a good day I'm pretty good looking. I don't know what I'm looking for by writing this in a blog, maybe advice? Comments? Anything? I feel like moving forward and into a new relationship is the best thing for me to do, but starting over with someone new is so hard to do.
Well until next time,
Abrielle
